Feeling a little blue...

Today is a bad day... we all have them, those days when the alarm goes off and you continue to push snooze until the last possible minute, and then you still don't want to get out of bed.  I. just. feel. SAD.  {and I hate it}.  So, of course I do the first thing I think of... I make a list.  Why am I sad?  Why don't I have any energy?  Why am I not motivated?  Here's what I came up with:

• Our house is a disaster and its exhausting.  
• I am at the heaviest weight I have ever been and I do not like myself right now.  
• We leave for AZ in two weeks and I feel stressed about how much I want to get done before then.  
• I wanted to get the kitchen organized and it's still a disaster.
• I'm stressed about work, I feel like I have so many loose ends to tie up and no time to do that.
• I'm stressed about mine and Rob's relationship {there, I said it}.

What I want to do is lay in bed and cry all day {and maybe eat a big ice cream sundae}.  But here's what I'm going to do... Take the list one thing at a time and attack it... looking back, I can take control of all of these things in one way or another... the last point is a little fuzzy, but we'll get to that.

• Our house is a disaster and it's exhausting - so I'm going to start cleaning.
• I'm at the heaviest weight I've ever been - so I'm going to do C25K and day one of the 300 ab workout today.
• We leave for AZ in two weeks and I feel stressed about how much I want to get done before then - cleaning will help this.  I'm also going to start a list of things I want to pack.
• I wanted to get the kitchen organized and it's still a disaster - again, cleaning first.  The major organization will have to wait until after vacation, but that's okay.
• I'm stressed about work - I'm going to go in early and work late until everything is caught up and then keep things caught up.
• I'm stressed about mine and Rob's relationship - this will have to be a different post... I know we're fine... I just over analyze everything.

First things first, figure out what I want to accomplish today since I'm not going to work.

Here's my progress today... I took before pictures, but I am really embarrassed to post them... just know it was A LOT of work.

Family Room: Done

I will continue this post and my progress soon!!!